My son was born today. He is the most beautiful little boy I have ever seen. He is small and fragile. I have forgotten how completely dependent on others babies are. So many thoughts going through my head. I am feeling so much. And that is really the miracle of all of this. I am feeling. When my daughter was born I was so deep into my self-medicating that I don't remember a lot of the details. And for that I am truly sorry. But this time I am feeling everything. The joy, anxiety, fear and frustration. I truly am blessed to have the family I have. I am truly the richest man in the world even if I only have $20 to my name.
"Before you go to sleep,
Say a little prayer,
Every day in every way,
It's getting better and better,
Beautiful,
Beautiful, beautiful,
Beautiful Boy"
John Lennon
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